Job Corps.... Future Pastry Chef!

I do apologize for such a long time of none posting. I have been busy trying to join Job Corps... which I finally got in 2 weeks before Christmas. I love most of the people here and the teachers are mostly awesome. I have had some problems with some students that have decided to act like middle school children. I am here to get my high school diploma since I had medical problems while in high school and my trade of choice is Culinary Arts. My future plans include going on to college to further my education and then hopefully when I save enough money I can own my business as a Pastry Chef. I start my actual classes next week which I'm extremely excited to finally get out of the training rules.

Also Aaron and I are not doing so well since I started school, he has come very distant as if he dosen't want anything to do with me.

He loves me... nope everything else!

He thinks he can just come and go as he pleases. I am the least important thing to him unless he wants "some"! He makes me so angry and depressed all at once. He dosen't realise that he is making me go insane from the lies he tells me everyday. Everything always comes first even his friends... Everyone wonders why I put up with it but all I can think about is that I love him and he dosen't love me.

When a girl cries over a guy, He's off limits. - Taylor Swift

'Savannah & Connor Christmas 2009'

"When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart. " - MHAYnESS 

"I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying. " - MHAYnESS

"GUYS are like stars... There are a millions of them... but only ONE can make a GIRL dreams come true!"  - michai

"We met, we talked, we liked, we texted, we dated, we committed, I loved, you cheated, we're done, you're deleted." - malditangpusa

                  "You don't have to promise me the moon or stars. . . Just promise that you will stand under them with me.." - piNkpRinCez89

"You're only as strong as...the tables you dance on, the drinks you mix, and the friends you roll with." - Metzmud

"I hate to see someone I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more when I see the one I love unhappy with me.." - queenieX_x

“I don’t know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too.”

- danica08

It Could Be Big

A question to anyone reading, why is weight a problem? Why does it make someone ugly? Okay, that was more than just "a" question. Everyone has made it where everyone is scared to eat in public and if they do they are ashamed! My younger cousin is dating a guy whom she is scared to eat in front of. It's as if she believes he doesn't realize that she eats at all, that once he leaves she chows down because shes starving by then. She also is scared to show what she truly looks like by wearing baggy clothing and layers of make-up that makes her look older than she really is. I was watching a documentary awhile back about 7-10 year old's that were scared of eating so much that they even thought that ice had calories and they were going to gain weight if they even drank a glass of tap water. These kids are too young to be worrying what they look like and no one should judge if they get pudgy. Everyone is beautiful they way they were born, yes I realise I wasn't born fat but my hands and mouth chose this fate for me and I can change it if I wanted to but it takes longer to lose it than I gained it. I can't even remember being skinny ever! My mother has even gotten into the craze she wears make- up now! She never cared before what people thought of her no matter how embarrassing it made others with her. Her daily routine was wake- up take a bathe get dressed and leave. She most of the time even picked her clothes out in the dark the only thing she ever cared about was matching socks (which my dad doesn't care about). My mother could of cared less if the clothes that she wore had torn and holes in the back. She cared more about affording the better life and being able to go out whenever her and my dad wanted. My mother now dyes her hair, takes fashion advice from my younger cousin and wears tight clothing that causes her to show her camel toe when at a job interview. So this is what the world has come to, my mothers camel toe... good lord help me now!

Officially Signed

You heard correct! He is finally signed to a respectable label. I really hope everything works out for him! I'm not exactly sure how he was discovered but I guess that can be placed on the bottom of my "how" list until further notice. I am so excited to see his dream launch off so fast. Unfortunetly my parents believe that I am lying about the whole thing but I know my buga will show them what the deal is. My parents are the realist kind of people kinda like I am but I do see whats going on they are normally one of the last people to get to know anything though. Sorry, but I forgot which label he said that he was signed to so I can update this post later or right another one. I'm sure this blog will be at least 96% about him and his fame. He told me that no matter how much money he makes he wants me to continue couponing lol. He hates it when I waste money, my little saver! No matter if you know him or not everyone knows how much he loves his music. Sometimes his love for music comes between us and makes me wary over the whole thing. He is obsessed with new beats and yadda yadda. It can be annoying but I'm sure any woman that is married to a rapper/inspiring rapper can all tell you that it becomes a hassle sometimes and you just want to spend time with the man in the "sheets".

Quiz Time!

Favorite pizza: Peperonie
Color: Ice Blue
Song: The Creep
Activity: Crafts
Favorite place in the house: My bedroom
Drink: Mello Yellow
TV Show: Sex in the City
Movie: Ray
Childhood memory: Meeting my best friends
What should you most likely be doing: Cleaning House/ Looking for new job
Favorite toy as a kid: Barbie
Do you have a boyfriend: No, husband
What's your favorite type of pie: Coconut
Do you play sports: No, I was a cheerleader and I played softball when I was younger
What is your hair color: Brown
did you do "it":  Yep!
Do you have any pets: Yes
If so how many: 1
and what are they: Cat
Fave. food: Egg rolls
Biggest pet peve: Hocking up spit
Can you tell that I'm bored: You sure can, I make it obvious
Favorite season: Spring
Sports team: Auburn Tigers... War Eagle!
Store: Walmart
Role Model: My husband
Holiday: Christmas
Subject: Math
Half full or half empty: Half full
Twilight or Harry Potter: Neither! I hate them both! Why won't it ever end!????
And why that one: Because they are both extremely annoying
Did you see the last movie for Harry: No, and I never will thank god!
Do you like glitter: The most amazing thing ever!
Do you like to sing: Yes, but no one likes to hear me do it.
Which do you like better?
1. coke or pepsi-  Pepsi
2. Milk or dark chocolate- Milk
3. Big mac or Whopper- Whopper
4. Beach or Mountains- Beach
5. TV or Book- TV

Which best describes you?
6.Clean freak or total slob- Clean freak
7.Dreamer or Doer- Dreamer
8.Night light or completely dark- Night light, scared of the dark >.<

Which do you like better?
9.New York or LA- LA
10. Cheese or pepperoni pizza- pepperoni
11.Dogs or cats- Cats
12.Coffee or tea- Tea
13. Radio or iPod- Radio
14.Mall or outlet- Mall
15. Frozen yogurt or ice cream- Ice cream
16. Potato chips or french fries- French fries
17. Organic or junk food- Junk food
18.Ice cubes or crushed ice- Crushed Ice
19. bikini or board shorts- Board shorts
20.creamy or crunchy peanut butter- Creamy peanut butter


Which best describes you?

21. Spender or saver- Saver
22. Fearful or fearless- Fearful
23. Social butterfly or wallflower- Wallflower
24.Secret keeper or blabbermouth- Secret Keeper
25. Worry wart or worry free- Worry wart
How old are you? 21
Height? 5'7
Weight? N/A
Eye color? Blue
Hair Color? Brown
Hair Length? Medium

Relationships!!
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Relationship status? Married
Longest relationship? 2 years
How many relationships have you been in? 4
How many of those were serious relationships? 2
How many guys have you said iloveyou to? 2
How many guys have said it to you? 3
Have you ever cried over a guy? Yep
have you had your first kiss? how was it? Yes, I don't remember it
how far have you gone with a guy? All the way

Family
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Do you have brothers and sisters? Yes
How many? 3
Older? Younger? Older
Are your parents married, divorced ect.? Dead
Who do you live with (mom, dad, both grandparents)? Adopted parents
Mommys girl or Daddys girl? Daddys girl
Do you have any kids? No
do you want some in the future? Yes
how many? 3
Baby names you like? Ethan

Electronics (<< haha idk)
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(check all that you have)
[]ipod (what generation?)
[X]cell phone
[X]laptop
[X]facebook
[X]Myspace
[X]Twitter
[]ipad
[X]tv in your room
[]mp3 player
[]other:

Favorites??
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animal? Panda
ice cream? Cookies & Cream
quote? I love jokes, but I would never want to be the center of one. - MM
             When a girl cries over a guy, He's off limits. - Taylor Swift
candy? Cookies & Cream Hershey Bar

Random!!!
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If you could only have one item of makeup what would you have?(mascara, eyeliner, purple glittery eyeshadow!!! lol idk) Fondation

If you had to live on one drink and one food what would they be? Mello Yellow & Egg rolls

If you could live anywhere where would you live? Australia

What is one thing you want to do before you die? Have a family

What is one item of clothing you have that you could not live without? Bra

If you could tell anyone anything right now who would it be and what would you tell them? for example; i would want to tell my mom hi. haha idkk. My husband, that I love him and that I'm sorry for what he is going through right now.

Happy Birthday Morgen!

I want to wish you the best birthday and year Morgen! I hope you had a wonderful day. I can not wait until we can go swimming again! I love you soo much! Sorry I couldn't afford anything for you this year.