I have no idea what in the world is wrong with me, well other than the fact that my husband is missing, his cell phone is turned off and oh yeah I'm
sick. I have nothing better to do tonite other than blog I guess. I have been reading several blogs trying to figure out the key to blog success. But who really knows what people want to read. All readers are different so what your readers like mine (if I ever get any) might find
dull/boring ect. I really hope I get the hang of this blogging stuff before I get too out of control. I know I wont be able to update it as much as I am not since I am staying with my parents because my house is too hot, that might be the cause of my husbands disappearence.... who knows he does what he pleases because hes a rebelious
teenager that tricked me into believing that he had/would change. I keep asking myself what is a husband suppose to act like because the ones in the sitcoms and movies act caring when they aren't cheating on you, normally know how to cook, clean, or something. Is it so much to ask for a husband that wants to be there with you to spend time with you instead of partying like your a frosh in college or some high schooler.
When do we ever grow out of the state of childhood and grow into knowing when its time to grow up and take life as a mature adult?
He thinks he can just come and go as he pleases. I am the least important thing to him unless he wants "some"! He makes me so angry and depressed all at once. He dosen't realise that he is making me go insane from the lies he tells me everyday. Everything always comes first even his friends... Everyone wonders why I put up with it but all I can think about is that I love him and he dosen't love me.
