Job Corps.... Future Pastry Chef!

I do apologize for such a long time of none posting. I have been busy trying to join Job Corps... which I finally got in 2 weeks before Christmas. I love most of the people here and the teachers are mostly awesome. I have had some problems with some students that have decided to act like middle school children. I am here to get my high school diploma since I had medical problems while in high school and my trade of choice is Culinary Arts. My future plans include going on to college to further my education and then hopefully when I save enough money I can own my business as a Pastry Chef. I start my actual classes next week which I'm extremely excited to finally get out of the training rules.

Also Aaron and I are not doing so well since I started school, he has come very distant as if he dosen't want anything to do with me.

He loves me... nope everything else!

He thinks he can just come and go as he pleases. I am the least important thing to him unless he wants "some"! He makes me so angry and depressed all at once. He dosen't realise that he is making me go insane from the lies he tells me everyday. Everything always comes first even his friends... Everyone wonders why I put up with it but all I can think about is that I love him and he dosen't love me.

Officially Signed

You heard correct! He is finally signed to a respectable label. I really hope everything works out for him! I'm not exactly sure how he was discovered but I guess that can be placed on the bottom of my "how" list until further notice. I am so excited to see his dream launch off so fast. Unfortunetly my parents believe that I am lying about the whole thing but I know my buga will show them what the deal is. My parents are the realist kind of people kinda like I am but I do see whats going on they are normally one of the last people to get to know anything though. Sorry, but I forgot which label he said that he was signed to so I can update this post later or right another one. I'm sure this blog will be at least 96% about him and his fame. He told me that no matter how much money he makes he wants me to continue couponing lol. He hates it when I waste money, my little saver! No matter if you know him or not everyone knows how much he loves his music. Sometimes his love for music comes between us and makes me wary over the whole thing. He is obsessed with new beats and yadda yadda. It can be annoying but I'm sure any woman that is married to a rapper/inspiring rapper can all tell you that it becomes a hassle sometimes and you just want to spend time with the man in the "sheets".

Quiz Time!

Favorite pizza: Peperonie
Color: Ice Blue
Song: The Creep
Activity: Crafts
Favorite place in the house: My bedroom
Drink: Mello Yellow
TV Show: Sex in the City
Movie: Ray
Childhood memory: Meeting my best friends
What should you most likely be doing: Cleaning House/ Looking for new job
Favorite toy as a kid: Barbie
Do you have a boyfriend: No, husband
What's your favorite type of pie: Coconut
Do you play sports: No, I was a cheerleader and I played softball when I was younger
What is your hair color: Brown
did you do "it":  Yep!
Do you have any pets: Yes
If so how many: 1
and what are they: Cat
Fave. food: Egg rolls
Biggest pet peve: Hocking up spit
Can you tell that I'm bored: You sure can, I make it obvious
Favorite season: Spring
Sports team: Auburn Tigers... War Eagle!
Store: Walmart
Role Model: My husband
Holiday: Christmas
Subject: Math
Half full or half empty: Half full
Twilight or Harry Potter: Neither! I hate them both! Why won't it ever end!????
And why that one: Because they are both extremely annoying
Did you see the last movie for Harry: No, and I never will thank god!
Do you like glitter: The most amazing thing ever!
Do you like to sing: Yes, but no one likes to hear me do it.
Which do you like better?
1. coke or pepsi-  Pepsi
2. Milk or dark chocolate- Milk
3. Big mac or Whopper- Whopper
4. Beach or Mountains- Beach
5. TV or Book- TV

Which best describes you?
6.Clean freak or total slob- Clean freak
7.Dreamer or Doer- Dreamer
8.Night light or completely dark- Night light, scared of the dark >.<

Which do you like better?
9.New York or LA- LA
10. Cheese or pepperoni pizza- pepperoni
11.Dogs or cats- Cats
12.Coffee or tea- Tea
13. Radio or iPod- Radio
14.Mall or outlet- Mall
15. Frozen yogurt or ice cream- Ice cream
16. Potato chips or french fries- French fries
17. Organic or junk food- Junk food
18.Ice cubes or crushed ice- Crushed Ice
19. bikini or board shorts- Board shorts
20.creamy or crunchy peanut butter- Creamy peanut butter


Which best describes you?

21. Spender or saver- Saver
22. Fearful or fearless- Fearful
23. Social butterfly or wallflower- Wallflower
24.Secret keeper or blabbermouth- Secret Keeper
25. Worry wart or worry free- Worry wart
How old are you? 21
Height? 5'7
Weight? N/A
Eye color? Blue
Hair Color? Brown
Hair Length? Medium

Relationships!!
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Relationship status? Married
Longest relationship? 2 years
How many relationships have you been in? 4
How many of those were serious relationships? 2
How many guys have you said iloveyou to? 2
How many guys have said it to you? 3
Have you ever cried over a guy? Yep
have you had your first kiss? how was it? Yes, I don't remember it
how far have you gone with a guy? All the way

Family
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Do you have brothers and sisters? Yes
How many? 3
Older? Younger? Older
Are your parents married, divorced ect.? Dead
Who do you live with (mom, dad, both grandparents)? Adopted parents
Mommys girl or Daddys girl? Daddys girl
Do you have any kids? No
do you want some in the future? Yes
how many? 3
Baby names you like? Ethan

Electronics (<< haha idk)
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(check all that you have)
[]ipod (what generation?)
[X]cell phone
[X]laptop
[X]facebook
[X]Myspace
[X]Twitter
[]ipad
[X]tv in your room
[]mp3 player
[]other:

Favorites??
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animal? Panda
ice cream? Cookies & Cream
quote? I love jokes, but I would never want to be the center of one. - MM
             When a girl cries over a guy, He's off limits. - Taylor Swift
candy? Cookies & Cream Hershey Bar

Random!!!
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If you could only have one item of makeup what would you have?(mascara, eyeliner, purple glittery eyeshadow!!! lol idk) Fondation

If you had to live on one drink and one food what would they be? Mello Yellow & Egg rolls

If you could live anywhere where would you live? Australia

What is one thing you want to do before you die? Have a family

What is one item of clothing you have that you could not live without? Bra

If you could tell anyone anything right now who would it be and what would you tell them? for example; i would want to tell my mom hi. haha idkk. My husband, that I love him and that I'm sorry for what he is going through right now.

Star in the Making

My husband has been working on his rap career as long as I've known him, so yes I do believe it is time for it to take off. It finally has! He has a concert tomorrow at a church along with some other unknown talent. Its a small gig but it will get better. I told him that great things will happen but it takes time for them to happen. A star isn't born overnight and he won't become famous from doing nothing and not working for it. Those who do nothing for what they have do not have it long. Well, the gig is at a community church and I will be there as a volunteer to give out the dinner and drinks. The benifit is to raise money for A.I.D.'s awareness and for the victims of the April tornado, here in North Alabama. I really hope there are talent agents there that will realise how amazing he is. I wish I could talk him into allowing me to post one of his several videos of him rapping but after one of his other songs being stolen he dosen't trust any of it to the online community. I do realise how much he wants this and I admit I do doubt him sometimes which hurts him so much. I'm more of a realistic person I can't believe/trust anything that I can't see. I do believe in him no matter what tho. I know how amazing he is and I know if the right person sees that he will no doubt become the next big thing on the air.

Liar Liar Pants for Hire

Awkwardness seems to come as an art for my husband. He happens to say things that could possibly be embarrassing without realising how people take what he says into context. His humor sometimes is awkward, well mainly for I. *He passes "gas"*. "Oh that, um yeah I ... um popped my back" He could lie about anything ... like "I poop rainbows". Other than that, his lies come a minimum with lies of "I forgot" to lies that hurt like "So, Why do I care?" His most famous lie to date is "My farts? That wasn't mine, that was um, the cat? Or you?" I agree I have lied from time to time to him like this one time I forgot that I passed gas and I said "Did you fart?" he said "No!" I said "Oh yeah, that was me, my bad!" I have told serious lies to him that has hurt his feelings. The lie started out as I wanted to make him feel better because we aren't able to get pregnant (I don't even want to try anymore at this time anyways) but anyways the lie was "I'm pregnant". I mainly did it so he wouldn't put himself down so much and now he pretty much hates me and brings it up every time we argue. I guess I'm more of a liar than anyone else, my lies hurt people that actually care about me instead of lying to people I dislike or don't know. I even told his mother and his grandmother but I'm not sure if his grandmother even believes that I was lying. She lives all the way in California and she is getting old but the only thing we did for her was got married so she was able to see her grandson happy... well he was on March 5th anyways. Today it seems as if the only thing that makes him happy is if we have sex or a good meal.

My Husband is Back!

Yep, hes back.... and no this isn't a recent picture. We we're too.... um.... "busy" to take any pictures today. ;) Yes, I was being perverted... get over it! :) Well it has been almost a week since I had seen him so we went to Books-A-Million to talk about some things that were bothering us both and it was mostly gossip. When does the gossip stop? I figured once I graduated high school that would be the end of it. I was mistaken obviously. He realizes that I love him to death and I would never betray him and I'm not a gold digger! Well we are officially made up even though I returned to my parents since I am continuously sick. I have no idea when I will be able to go back home because the heat is literally killing me. Also food has become as evil to me as the class slut... so yeah. Aaron has also informed me of his achievements of getting several calls from industries wanting him because of one of his songs. I really hope he gets a hit somewhere and doesn't mess this up, not saying he will just going to cross my fingers... please cross yours too just in case. :) I guess I should mention that he is in the process of becoming a rapper as his profession. I do realise this lifestyle will not be easy, in fact the girls will be overbearing and they will meet a part of me they won't like. I'm not saying I'm a fighter (total lover here woo!) but if they provoke me and touch something that is mine (Aaron- Property of Delilah!) I could possibly go off on them... it will be a sad day if that ever happens! I love you bugaboo... forever and ever don't ever forget that. Muah!

Owling... wtf?!

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Okay, so I admit I also just found out about planking... I still don't understand that one either. What is the point of these photographs? This craze has made it on the news... which is where I heard about it at and they even thought of it as silliness. I understand everyone wants to have a good time... just remember people do judge so take these pictures with taste... don't slut-FY it like I know certain people who will, not pointing any fingers. I guess this could turn into something interested especially if done by the right people. I think people come up with stuff just to see who will do it, and if any BIG named people will. I honestly can not see celebrities doing this but if they do hopefully Perez won't get on their case too hard .... what the hell we already know that he will... well unless he goes along with the craze then it could actually turn into a phenomenon.


Well anyways, I wasn't able to sleep because my husband called to say that he is with his mother (the one who hates me for no apparent reason and supposedly has a restraining order against me ... still have not seen any proof of that accusation.) I asked him if he wanted me to come pick him up and he told me no, he wanted to stay the night.... um mm? I am just full of questions tonight, I'm sure I'm annoying all of you a lot but somethings I just don't understand, like if you love someone unconditionally you would want to sleep with them at night, correct?

Sleep Apnea Much?!

I have no idea what in the world is wrong with me, well other than the fact that my husband is missing, his cell phone is turned off and oh yeah I'm sick. I have nothing better to do tonite other than blog I guess. I have been reading several blogs trying to figure out the key to blog success. But who really knows what people want to read. All readers are different so what your readers like mine (if I ever get any) might find dull/boring ect. I really hope I get the hang of this blogging stuff before I get too out of control. I know I wont be able to update it as much as I am not since I am staying with my parents because my house is too hot, that might be the cause of my husbands disappearence.... who knows he does what he pleases because hes a rebelious teenager that tricked me into believing that he had/would change. I keep asking myself what is a husband suppose to act like because the ones in the sitcoms and movies act caring when they aren't cheating on you, normally know how to cook, clean, or something. Is it so much to ask for  a husband that wants to be there with you to spend time with you instead of partying like your a frosh in college or some high schooler. When do we ever grow out of the state of childhood and grow into knowing when its time to grow up and take life as a mature adult?

Partay?!

Well, I have been invited to a party tonite but I am still hesitant if I should go or not. Its going to be alot of drunk guys on stage trying to "rap". The alcohol is free and your welcome to drop your pants at any minute. My husband is already there but I think it could be possibly akward since we have been having our downfall in the past few days but all marriages have rocky roads (mmm ice cream lol). Also I thought I shall present you with a funny quote that I found "Beer is proof that god loves us and wants us to be happy.
Ben Franklin" So I will let you know later on tonite or tomorrow sometime if I decide to go or not. Have a great weekend everyone!