He loves me... nope everything else!

He thinks he can just come and go as he pleases. I am the least important thing to him unless he wants "some"! He makes me so angry and depressed all at once. He dosen't realise that he is making me go insane from the lies he tells me everyday. Everything always comes first even his friends... Everyone wonders why I put up with it but all I can think about is that I love him and he dosen't love me.

When a girl cries over a guy, He's off limits. - Taylor Swift

'Savannah & Connor Christmas 2009'

"When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart. " - MHAYnESS 

"I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying. " - MHAYnESS

"GUYS are like stars... There are a millions of them... but only ONE can make a GIRL dreams come true!"  - michai

"We met, we talked, we liked, we texted, we dated, we committed, I loved, you cheated, we're done, you're deleted." - malditangpusa

                  "You don't have to promise me the moon or stars. . . Just promise that you will stand under them with me.." - piNkpRinCez89

"You're only as strong as...the tables you dance on, the drinks you mix, and the friends you roll with." - Metzmud

"I hate to see someone I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more when I see the one I love unhappy with me.." - queenieX_x

“I don’t know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too.”

- danica08

Officially Signed

You heard correct! He is finally signed to a respectable label. I really hope everything works out for him! I'm not exactly sure how he was discovered but I guess that can be placed on the bottom of my "how" list until further notice. I am so excited to see his dream launch off so fast. Unfortunetly my parents believe that I am lying about the whole thing but I know my buga will show them what the deal is. My parents are the realist kind of people kinda like I am but I do see whats going on they are normally one of the last people to get to know anything though. Sorry, but I forgot which label he said that he was signed to so I can update this post later or right another one. I'm sure this blog will be at least 96% about him and his fame. He told me that no matter how much money he makes he wants me to continue couponing lol. He hates it when I waste money, my little saver! No matter if you know him or not everyone knows how much he loves his music. Sometimes his love for music comes between us and makes me wary over the whole thing. He is obsessed with new beats and yadda yadda. It can be annoying but I'm sure any woman that is married to a rapper/inspiring rapper can all tell you that it becomes a hassle sometimes and you just want to spend time with the man in the "sheets".

My Husband is Back!

Yep, hes back.... and no this isn't a recent picture. We we're too.... um.... "busy" to take any pictures today. ;) Yes, I was being perverted... get over it! :) Well it has been almost a week since I had seen him so we went to Books-A-Million to talk about some things that were bothering us both and it was mostly gossip. When does the gossip stop? I figured once I graduated high school that would be the end of it. I was mistaken obviously. He realizes that I love him to death and I would never betray him and I'm not a gold digger! Well we are officially made up even though I returned to my parents since I am continuously sick. I have no idea when I will be able to go back home because the heat is literally killing me. Also food has become as evil to me as the class slut... so yeah. Aaron has also informed me of his achievements of getting several calls from industries wanting him because of one of his songs. I really hope he gets a hit somewhere and doesn't mess this up, not saying he will just going to cross my fingers... please cross yours too just in case. :) I guess I should mention that he is in the process of becoming a rapper as his profession. I do realise this lifestyle will not be easy, in fact the girls will be overbearing and they will meet a part of me they won't like. I'm not saying I'm a fighter (total lover here woo!) but if they provoke me and touch something that is mine (Aaron- Property of Delilah!) I could possibly go off on them... it will be a sad day if that ever happens! I love you bugaboo... forever and ever don't ever forget that. Muah!

Owling... wtf?!

                                                         (unknown person in photo)

Okay, so I admit I also just found out about planking... I still don't understand that one either. What is the point of these photographs? This craze has made it on the news... which is where I heard about it at and they even thought of it as silliness. I understand everyone wants to have a good time... just remember people do judge so take these pictures with taste... don't slut-FY it like I know certain people who will, not pointing any fingers. I guess this could turn into something interested especially if done by the right people. I think people come up with stuff just to see who will do it, and if any BIG named people will. I honestly can not see celebrities doing this but if they do hopefully Perez won't get on their case too hard .... what the hell we already know that he will... well unless he goes along with the craze then it could actually turn into a phenomenon.


Well anyways, I wasn't able to sleep because my husband called to say that he is with his mother (the one who hates me for no apparent reason and supposedly has a restraining order against me ... still have not seen any proof of that accusation.) I asked him if he wanted me to come pick him up and he told me no, he wanted to stay the night.... um mm? I am just full of questions tonight, I'm sure I'm annoying all of you a lot but somethings I just don't understand, like if you love someone unconditionally you would want to sleep with them at night, correct?